Tony passed his EMT and got his state license, and now he is going to be working on the Ambulance. I am so proud of him and SO happy for him because he is doing what he wants and he is REALLY happy right now. He will be having so much more fun than he has while he is in dispatch and now he is planning on applying to HVA and other ambulance companies. So that's exciting. I am very very excited for him.
Tony is now going to be working 24 hours "every change [he] can get". That leaves me... at home, alone, and bored out of my mind. I have a feeling this is going to cause me to gain like 200 lbs. Being at home all the time alone with no one to cuddle with me before i go to sleep is going to be very very hard. I feel so selfish, but I actually cried when he told me he got his license and was going to work tonight. I wasn't crying because I was happy either, well maybe a little, but I was mostly crying because that leaves me alone after 7 pm, home alone and with nothing.
My friends are all doing their own thing. Becca is with Eric every chance she gets, Mal living in ann arbor, Steph's always gota work late and I'm pretty sure Jac is camping or out of town right now. I know i should be excited that I get some me time, but for the past few days I've been reallly needy toward Tony. Maybe that's why he's volunteering himself to work an ungodly amount of hours this week and next and the next. I don't know. I really should quit worrying about this.
I work a ton, and I work all the time when Tony has days off. He's gota stay here while I live in Ann Arbor. I really am the one that sorta just left him here and did what made me happy. I guess that's what he is doing and I am 100 percent supportive of what he does, I just hate being alone and I'm very selfish and a bad person because I don't want to left him go. Uggg... I miss him already and I doubt that I'll see him today.
Well I need to go get ready for my low class dead beat job. I''ll be there for seven hours. Its located in Swartz Creek, so If you want come kill me, rob the place.. I don't mind. At least then it wouldn't be so boring.
Later
-JRA
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