Once Upon A Time..

Yes, it has been almost 2 months since I have updated you with the happenings of my so called life. School has been back in session for almost a month. But lets start at the beginning.

August was a depressing month. Major Event: Tony and I broke up. Major Event 2: Tony asked me out. So I guess that it had been going on for a while. We were not getting along and I just felt bad about our relationship in general. It was scary and I didn't really want to do it anymore so I told him that. And we broke up. I was sooo messed up for that weekish. I honestly didn't feel like myself and had no idea what to do. I felt like I had no friends, I felt like I was lost, I felt like I was just going to give up on life and die. We talked and realized that breaking up was the last thing that either of us wanted. He asked me if I'd date him again and of course I said yes because I missed him more than I have ever missed him in my life. Even more than I missed him when I first started college.

Every since then we have been fine and I can currently say that our relationship is better now than it has been in years. :) And I'm SUPER happy about that. I love him a lot. And really I cannot wait to marry him. Like for real. I realize I have to wait till I graduate from college because my parents would like die if i got married now. But whatever, I want to... cept I don't want them to be mad at me. So many people have gotten married... and I am so envious of them. SOON tho, i keep telling myself SOON. And plus what's being married going to change things. I mean Tony and I wouldn't see each other any more than we do now with him working in Flint and me living down here in Ann Arbor. So I guess I'm fine waiting. Plus School and being Married might stress me out a lot.

I got the keys to my apartment here in Ann Arbor on August 18th. Tony and I came down and moved some stuff in. It was fun. Very nice to get back to A2 and all. My apartment is sweet. I have my own room and its so nice. Olga and I are going to have an awesome year.. and so far its been pretty cool.

I moved permanently to Ann Arbor August 31st. It was the first year Tony wasn't able to come help me move in. Very weird feeling and I missed him a lot. The first few weeks of us seeing each other once a week were hard and stressful. But now that school has picked up and we've gotten into a pattern things are working wonderfully.

gEECS has been hard and a big part of my life these past few weeks. The Career Fair and the Recruitment Dinner went nicely tho. Got to talk to a bunch of Top Name EECS Companies. I really want to work for Microsoft... or at least intern for them. But they hardly ever hire EE interns so my hopes were kind of diminished with that information. I did however apply to an internship here in Ann Arbor for the Plant Operations of the University. Should be pretty sweet if i get it. I'd get to stay here and it'd be sweet. :)

School is super difficult. I suppose taking 18 credits has really made this semester hard. But it will be worth it when I only have to take 12 my senior year. :) So i just have to make it thru this. EECS 401 is proving to be very very hard. Probability doesn't seem like it should be hard but for some reason it just doesn't click in my head. Other than that my classes are going well and i enjoy them.

I am going home for the first time on Oct 3rd. I'm excited cept I'll be home alone all weekend. I have to watch the dogs. :)

My 21st birthday was cool. Tony and I hung out the whole day. I got an iphone and my own cell phone contract. I am feeling more and more like an adult. :(

I suppose i don't have anything else to talk about.

I'll up date again when I'm stressed and need a break from my demanding homework.
-JRA