I swear every day is slower than the day before. I'm way excited to move back to Ann Arbor. I'm looking forward to my classes and my friends and of course the weekends!! :-P.
This year is gonna be cool. I'll have my own room and Olga and I are going to have a sweet apartment. I hope that I can focus more on my work and get a better gpa... i'm looking at like a 3.5 by the end of the year.(i can hope). I can't wait to spend time in the library reading books and doing homework. i can't wait to do math problems and feel accomplished. but most of all, I cannot wait to NOT work at McDonald's.
The place is killing me these last few days. Not only do we have no air we have heat! Isn't that amazing. Its 95 degrees out side and we have the heat on like its the dead of winter. I love life! Also the other day out power went out for about 3 hours. It sucked. I was on back cash and i had to take orders with pen and paper. Seriously. It was sad. People were pissed because all we had was chicken and fries... no burgers. I have never seen so many people disappointed because we couldn't serve them their soggy grease burger. Oh man!
I just can't wait to leave this summer its unbelievable. Honestly I don't remember wanting to be gone like this last summer. I really don't. I think last summer I was nervous to leave Tony again. I will hate not seeing him every day again, but I am ready this summer. I know that we are strong and able to make it through anything. He's got an even better job and he is planning? on moving to ann arbor or ypsi.
He was telling me the other day that Darrin and him are gonna apply to Detroit EMS. I will be so worried if he gets the job. i know that he will LOVE it, but Detroit is a dangerous city and his job will be even more dangerous than just being there. But I hope he gets it because I know that's what he would love. And I think that he and Darrin would have a lot of fun being room mates. :-P
so... thats my life. Pretty lame I know.
I am going to see Mama Mia with my mom and sister today. It should be fun. I think it will be a good movie, although I don't LOVE musicals, but whatever. And I think tonight Tony and I might go to the drive in to see a few movies, not sure which tho. And I need to go to Target so that i can look at new comforters. :)
good bye
Tony passed his EMT and got his state license, and now he is going to be working on the Ambulance. I am so proud of him and SO happy for him because he is doing what he wants and he is REALLY happy right now. He will be having so much more fun than he has while he is in dispatch and now he is planning on applying to HVA and other ambulance companies. So that's exciting. I am very very excited for him.
Tony is now going to be working 24 hours "every change [he] can get". That leaves me... at home, alone, and bored out of my mind. I have a feeling this is going to cause me to gain like 200 lbs. Being at home all the time alone with no one to cuddle with me before i go to sleep is going to be very very hard. I feel so selfish, but I actually cried when he told me he got his license and was going to work tonight. I wasn't crying because I was happy either, well maybe a little, but I was mostly crying because that leaves me alone after 7 pm, home alone and with nothing.
My friends are all doing their own thing. Becca is with Eric every chance she gets, Mal living in ann arbor, Steph's always gota work late and I'm pretty sure Jac is camping or out of town right now. I know i should be excited that I get some me time, but for the past few days I've been reallly needy toward Tony. Maybe that's why he's volunteering himself to work an ungodly amount of hours this week and next and the next. I don't know. I really should quit worrying about this.
I work a ton, and I work all the time when Tony has days off. He's gota stay here while I live in Ann Arbor. I really am the one that sorta just left him here and did what made me happy. I guess that's what he is doing and I am 100 percent supportive of what he does, I just hate being alone and I'm very selfish and a bad person because I don't want to left him go. Uggg... I miss him already and I doubt that I'll see him today.
Well I need to go get ready for my low class dead beat job. I''ll be there for seven hours. Its located in Swartz Creek, so If you want come kill me, rob the place.. I don't mind. At least then it wouldn't be so boring.
Later
-JRA
I think that I'm getting sick of summer. I don't like going to work day after day and watching the time where I could be doing whatever I want or sleeping go out the drive thru window. It sucks.
I had the day off today though. I felt so much better after i woke up this morning. After about 10 hours of sleep in my very comfortable bed, I feel like I could run a marathon and then probably go back to bed. lol. :)
I finally got the phone i ordered today in the mail. Its alright, sure was used, but whatever its nice and i guess for fifty bucks thats what i get.
I am going to A&W tonight with Tony for dinner. I'm excited, I haven't been there in a while. It is good and Tony and I haven't been out to Flushing in a while. Then tomorrow we both have the day off and we are going to go to Ann Arbor. Hopefullly.
I miss Ann Arbor so much. I miss being on my own and having the day to me. I miss going to class and coming back and doing homework. I miss all the people in Ann Arbor. I miss all of my commitments and all of the other things that I love to do there. I miss my much loved and missed weekend in Ann Arbor with Tony. I miss it.
I just want to go back.
