Nothing too exciting today. Tony and I just hung out and stuff. We went shopping and just played around in our home town like in high school. I like going back and feeling young again. I love the feeling of just having complete freedom with him. Never feeling like I have a million responsibilities and billions of homework assignments to get done. I love just being a free spirit with him. Having our own thoughts and not worrying about how other view us.
I miss that. I miss not being critiqued about everything I do. I miss not having to constantly think about school and the rest of my life. I don't feel like growing up any more. I'm in a good place. I don't exactly have a "real" life because I'm in college, and I don't have the rules and regulations like I did in high school. I like this right now. I wish I could stay here forever. I know its impossible but I'm just now getting used to my life like this, and in a matter of a year its going to change. This time its not just going to be moving 40 minutes away and having harder classes. This time I have no idea how far away its going to be and I'm going to have BIG responsibilities and I'm going to be a real adult.
Very scary.
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