I've been home all weekend. It hasn't been horrid, but its been sorta boring. I mean I really didn't have anything planned out cept the puppies and that's what I've been doing. No complaints. They are so sweet. We are taking pictures of them later tonight so I will post some of them. They are finally starting to open their eyes. And they look so sweet.
Tony's been working all weekend. I honestly feel like I never see Tony anymore. He's always working or sleeping. I guess it just doesn't give us much time together. And when he does have time off I feel like he'd MUCH rather spend it hangout with his sister. and that whole situation's weird because honestly his sister is going in High school and she acts like a 12 year old boy. weird. Just wish he'd actually make some time for us. I don't know. It just makes me worry that he DOESN'T want to spend time with me... i don't know.
Tomorrow I'll go back to Ann Arbor. Back to on-my-own-ness and stupid classes that I'm not doing well in and quizzes and work and research and reading tons of crap... :( I just want some time off. A break from it all. I don't even know what I'd do with it, but I need some time away from EVERYTHING.
I'm just so not content with my life right now. I'm sick of things never going my way and I'm sick of always being put last. It just sucks.
-jra
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