Well here it is, the last day of 2008. I'm not sure whether I care if this year leaves. With other years, especially in high school, I was a little sad when years were over because it meant I was racing toward becoming and adult and ultimately it was because I knew come 2006 my life would HAVE to change whether I wanted it to or not. Now when years pass I'm almost excited because that means I'm SOO much closer to graduating college. College isn't like high school at all. I suppose that's an obvious statement. I really used to think that college would eventually start to resemble high school, with the friends, the nights out and just life in general, but it hasn't happened yet and I doubt that next year it will.
I'm old now. I have friends, but hardly ever see them because I'm too busy with homework and studying and just school ALWAYS. The only nights I really "hang out" is when Tony comes down and that's if we feel like going out because we are both so completely tired from the work week. Its hard.
I wonder once I graduate and get a real job if life will ever settle back down. I hope that the rest of it is nothing like this. If it is I'm sure to die young because of the extreme stress I endure every day. Its so hard being a student AND wanting to have a social life. Not that you CAN'T do it, you can, but you have to give up "me" time and sleep for the most part. Those are two things that I REALLY like so my social life isn't as big as others, and some people might think I'm lame because of that, but I don't really care.
That's another thing about college, I don't care anymore. I don't care if people think I'm lame because I spend my Friday nights catching up on sleep and all the reading I put off for the week. I get my shit done so that on the weekend I can just chill and have some down time. I don't care if someone doesn't like the clothes I'm wearing. I'm not here to impress anyone. All I honestly care about is my grades, and those are very hard to keep impressive. haha ;)
So good bye 2008. You've been a good year, but I'm happy to let you go.
Another boring day. I had to work for the majority of the day. When I finally left work I came home and showered. Tony and I hung out for the rest of the night. We didn't do anything special. Tried to figure out what we are gonna do for tomorrow night be we have no idea. I don't really care what we do I guess.
I'm sorta bored of Winter break. I'm ready to get back to school. Cept I don't really feel like going back because i HATE living with fucking olga. She's honestly like the worst person in the world to live with. She doesn't believe in cleaning up after herself and just leaves all of her shit where ever she feel like it. Its annoying as hell. Also she won't throw food away that is rotting. She keeps it till it smells HORRIBLE and then contemplates even more on weather to throw it away or not. She's so DUMB!
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Well I'm gonna go download music and hang out.
Later
I think I forgot to mention the fact that we got a wii for christmas. Its so fun and addicting I can't stop playing it.
I am sore from bowling and playing tennis. haha Its kinda lame that I'm sore from a video game but o well.
Not much of a day. Worked. Hung out. Came home
Jac came over and we played wii. Ryann had Heather over and we all went up to sonic for slushies even tho it was negative degrees out side.
Funny thing about living in Michigan, it doesn't matter the temperature, If I want a slushie I will get one. If I tired to explain this to a person who's used to a warm climate, they would be confused. Not a hard concept to grasp I don't think. If you want a taste in your mouth, it doesn't matter the weather?! haha
Well I'm off.
