Post Grad

So another day of complaints about everything in the world. i don't know how much more of this can take. Everything is something to complain about. I really just want to look at her and say WHO CARES! The other day it was about a grade she got on a TECHNICAL writing paper; she started it off with hi. NO REASON to complain about a low grade on a tech paper when you start it out with hi. its supposed to be at least a little bit formal.

whatever I'm totally over the complaints.  Its really bothering me.  REALLY!

But I suppose I do my fair share of complaining, heck I'm doing it right now, but I don't feel the need as she does to express it to everyone vocally!  Its driving me up the walls.


I'm in a rut right now about Engineering.  Part of me wants it, the other part doesn't and test scores are proving to me that it is hard i need to study and putting off homework and procrastination does nothing.  I hate this.  I really have no drive for school right now and I'm so burnt out.  All i really want is to get married and settle down.  But i realize for that to at all be pleasurable I have to make it through college with some sort of degree, even if I'm the last in my class(which i doubt).  I really just want these next two years of school to sort of fly by.  And I need to find some technical work this summer.  SUCK ASS

My life is looking less and less fun every day that I wake up.

Speaking of things to do.. I have quite the list going.
1.  start/finish my 280 project.
2. understand my mistakes on 216 exam.(i suck!)
3. get my prelab(216) done and done well.
4. finish math homework.
5. have some me time.
6. hang out with sister and friend this weekend.


and i'm sure i could go on and on, but I don't want to because I don't want to realize just how much i really have to do.

well I will write again when the feeling calls.
jra