Well I feel better about life today. I don't understand why i worry so much. I wish i was like everyone else and could just be certain that in the future life will be better. Sometimes I believe that, but other times I just don't even know what to expect or anything.
I mean when I was in high school I expected college to be SOO much different than it is. Its really not that awesome. Its stressful and a TON of work. I don't have very many friends because there just isn't enough time in the day to have friends and have decent grades. I guess I'm just not awesome at managing my time.
So after I graduate from college is life going to get easier? I really hope so because right now I feel like I am stressed from the time I wake up at the crack of dawn in the morning, until the second my body goes to sleep at night, and it never ends. Day in and Day out I am stressed about something and its really taking a toll on me. I'm sick all the time. I'm tired all the time. I eat horrid. I look horrid and I'm just in general doign horrid.
Today tho, today i felt better. I didn't think about school. I just went with the flow of things and had a great day. I didn't do anything TOO exciting, but I did get to just lay around for the better part of the day and watch movies with Tony. We'd been planning on doing it for a while so I'm glad we finally go to.
I love him.
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