Post Grad

I think that things are getting better. I'm feeling better. I'm not super stressed out any more. I'm alright with the fact that there are days when I'm on my own down here. In fact I kinda like it. I've always been very independent, and I suppose i was just super excited for him and I to have our life together like I've always dreamed and when it didn't go EXACTLY like i wanted, I sorta freaked. But really the way it is now is super nice. We both have time away from each other and we have a ton of time together during the week and weekend. It is nice.

School is school. I'm sorta scared that next year is my last year and after that i have to make something of myself and haev responsibility for myself. AH

This weekend will be nice hopefully. I think that Tony is going to come down Friday night and if not then he'll probably come down Saturday sometime. Hopefully. But if not then I suppose I can entertain myself for a while.

I just want to go back to being so young and carefree. Heck even go back to freshman year of college. As hard as it was it was still a good time. And i was skinny. hhah. But I know this is my life now. Things will be how they will be and no matter what I will be alright. I know it.

and HOPE

I have quite a bit of stuff to get done. it's crazy. I really enjoy being busy tho. It sorta nice to have stuff to do all the time. I like my life busy.

:)