May 8th, 2009

I wish I wouldn't have screwed up so much. I miss Tony a lot. He didn't call me at all yesterday. Not even a text. And today... nothing. I just miss his voice.

I just hope I didn't ruin everything. I would die if i did. Honestly there would be no reason left to live if he didn't want to be part of my life.

I just want everything to work out and have my life back. I promise I won't pressure him anymore. I won't ask anything more of him that is out of reason like i have been. ug just please let this blow over. I miss my tone.

I am a wreck.

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